Relenting Mentally
To step back and observe the after effects after having an adult-sized tantrum is to soak up the rubbish heap one has foolishly made of life.
It is often the case to find the damage is irretreivably interwoven in the mind and home, and it isn't easy to soak in exactly everything that happened - before, during and after. It is part of the human autopilot to not absorb our mistakes, more to clean up afterwards and hope there's not too much need for a temporary fix to heal the wounds.
"But every junkie's like a setting sun..."
Dependence upon false arguments can leave one against the wall as if a representation of the rubble from admitting irrelevance and defeat. Some things are best unravelled and let go of, yet it is understandable that one may not have much else but to stand atop the rubble and begrudgingly accept it is of their own doing.
To unwind one's anxiety, through articulating and understanding why they are wound up, is to make oneself of more relenting character. To not be so fierce and swift in argument would be to find oneself and mindstate somewhat more than a history deconstructed.
Leading one's brute force, either verbally or physically, to self satisfaction is to leave oneself amongst the leftovers in the town of Troy - bigger in our idea of it than what is actually there. To forget the complexes of the day and tolerate in a defnitively relaxed state is to display the inner strength that is expected of civilisation today.
So relent, settle the fierceness, and let your surroundings feel the satisfaction too.
It is often the case to find the damage is irretreivably interwoven in the mind and home, and it isn't easy to soak in exactly everything that happened - before, during and after. It is part of the human autopilot to not absorb our mistakes, more to clean up afterwards and hope there's not too much need for a temporary fix to heal the wounds.
"But every junkie's like a setting sun..."
Dependence upon false arguments can leave one against the wall as if a representation of the rubble from admitting irrelevance and defeat. Some things are best unravelled and let go of, yet it is understandable that one may not have much else but to stand atop the rubble and begrudgingly accept it is of their own doing.
To unwind one's anxiety, through articulating and understanding why they are wound up, is to make oneself of more relenting character. To not be so fierce and swift in argument would be to find oneself and mindstate somewhat more than a history deconstructed.
Leading one's brute force, either verbally or physically, to self satisfaction is to leave oneself amongst the leftovers in the town of Troy - bigger in our idea of it than what is actually there. To forget the complexes of the day and tolerate in a defnitively relaxed state is to display the inner strength that is expected of civilisation today.
So relent, settle the fierceness, and let your surroundings feel the satisfaction too.
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